MY EXPERIENCES
About Me
HI Friends! My name is Sreedhar and I am a bachelor. I was born in dharmapuri, kareemnagar district, Andhra Pradesh, India. I was brought up in Warangal. My father worked in the police department. For the past ten years I lived in Hyderabad and practiced my auditing. I came into meditation in the month of February 2004. Since June 2007, I left my auditing and started my march towards spreading awareness to people about the NEW ENERGY CONCEPT. I would like to share with you the changes in my life which led me to take this decision. I also want to tell you how I was before and how I am now after entering into meditation. I was born in a strict Brahmin family, which was deeply involved in all religious beliefs and customs who also performed various kinds of pujas, sthotras and japas. We are modern pancha pandavas to our parents. While they all created the history, we were all born with various health problems. I am nakula the fourth one, I used to be all fit and fine. At home we had saligramas and marakata (emerald) lingam, for which abhishekams were performed continuously. But still, there were many problems at home; all my 3 brothers suffered from a lot of health problems, my 2 elder brothers are not yet married. Conventionally it is said that if u do good u receive good but it is not happening like that we are doing only good but almost bad is happening in our life. Through my practical knowledge what I mean to say is even if we do good, good will not happen in our lives. So we can‟t assume that, if we do bad good will happen. On planet earth you will find mostly two categories of persons. Good and bad. You will find both happiness and sadness in their lives but mostly sadness. A person who belongs to third category always enjoys his life. I belong to third category. People of this category always stay in bliss. This can only be understood after you read to my lecture. WAYS OF CHANGING BELIEFS:
How can you change your beliefs? Suppose if you belief that you would catch cold if a lemon is consumed. Now how you deal with this belief, Take a deep breath and that will connect your soul, then believe that you would catch cold if lemon is consumed, release this belief with love and imagine that the belief is released. RELATIONSHIP ISSUES:
Now I am going to say about relationship issues. Why problems are arising between wife and husband and also among the people. Where the creation is happening for these situations. Now we will discuss on it. Even I also don‟t think about any problem until it arises. I also had one problem. What happened is, I met an uncle. He was friendly with me and we use to go out. Actually he is a millionaire; I felt that he will be useful to me. Daily he uses to come to my room and take me to his office because I was telling a lot of business techniques to him. He was getting results with those techniques. RESEARCH ON MONEY:
When I came into meditation I had only 40 to 50 clients. But recently when I closed my practice the strength of my clients were around 300. I did practice for only 2 to 3 hours daily and I spend the remaining time in doing breathing and this research because I know that I will become the master in future and I will spread this concept to everyone. That is only by doing the practice for three hours I got nearly 300 clients. I loved the poverty in me and I did friendship with that character and I asked it to take me to a position where I can get money. I said in inner like this and did friendship with that and finally I got marvelous results. If I had money with me I use to spend unnecessarily. I waited for it to come. Like this I did a lot of research on money. DIVINITY:
Now I want to talk about divineness i.e.; DIVINITY. READINGS, B.P; SUGAR; PULSE:
Now I would like to say about my research on B.P, Sugar and Pulse readings. When my father was admitted in hospital as said earlier, with emergency treatment he came out of coma. Then I asked him to do meditation. Suddenly my cousin came to the hospital and said not to do meditation. I asked why. He said that whenever he does meditation his pulse rate and B.P increases. Even though I am having fear about readings, I advised my father to do meditation and follow new energy concepts. WHO IS YOUR GURU:
First let us know what the relationship is between +ve and –ve. Almost every human being in the planet Earth are +ve thinkers, but in their lives they have both
+ve and –ves, mostly they are having –ves. That means +ve thinking will not give
+ve results. Why this –ves are there in our life? In this life you have learnt lot of things. Ex: walking, riding cycle, cooking, teaching, studying etc. You learned all these potentials at once, did you get direct +ve result, and are you able to run cycle at once. The answer is no. After you fall down from a cycle once or twice only, your will be able to ride. That means after failures only you get success that means after –ves only we will get +ve. Direct +ve result getting is impossible. That means if you treat life as walking, you are going to fall down in your lives that means failures are compulsory after that only we will get success. MESSAGES:
We will get a lot of messages from inside. The question is which message to accept and which message to reject? First we must distinguish whether the message received is from mind or from soul? We have to accept soul message and we have to reject mind message. Mind level messages are associated with fear, tension and there won‟t be any improvement in our lives, mind doesn‟t want to take any risks, we will be dependent. If we consider and implement the soul message our confidence level increases, there is improvement in our lives, knowledge will increase, there will be newness in our lives, we will become inspiration to others, we will become independent and with that result we can say that we are god also. Example if you get fever, you may receive following messages: first message- Go and consult a doctor, if not you will die. And second message is- Deal fever on your own. Do breathing and make friendship, you can solve you health problem on your own. First message is received from mind because it is associated with fear and creating dependency, so reject that message. Second message is from soul and if you implement this message you will acquire new knowledge, will become independent and become inspiration to others. So accept the second message. Initially mind creates fear and tension and once you become expert in dealing your problems on your own then the mind gets confidence and mind itself encourages you do deal problems on your own. So accept soul messages.
My brothers faced a lot of health problems, the elder one suffered from constipation and my 2nd one always suffered from diarrhea and both of them had asthma. Many doctors have performed a lot of tests, all reports were normal but problems have never solved. We prayed to lot of gods but our problems never subsided and also my mother prayed to lord balaji that she would come to tirupati if the eldest one had got married, that never happened so we never went to tirupati. We put forward a condition before god to fulfill our wishes. We visit temples only if our desires are fulfilled, if not we change god himself. Everyday there were a lot of pujas performed at home, but still the tough times always prevailed. So I didn‟t understand what exactly was going on.
I was happy and enjoyed my college life. My thread marriage ceremony was performed for me 15 yrs ago. After that I learnt Vedas from my grandfather and also used to perform abhishekams and sandhyavandanam. I was quite a devotee. I had a penchant for lord Shiva, Krishna, Hanuman and lord Narsimha. I used to
think god really existed and thought that he would help us and give happiness. But ten years ago I suffered from asthma, even my mother and 2 brothers had it too. Then I asked my mother that, if really god existed? why am I having this problem? why did I also join group of ill health? My mom answered that it is due to karma and the sins committed by me in the previous birth. My belief in god started coming down then I started practicing astrology. I used to wear a lot of malas and I used to perform grahashantis. For a period of time I felt a little relief, but later on my problems started again. I started observing the other astrologers and the way they lived, they too faced a lot of problems, if astrologer himself had so many problems then what about the layman? I felt that astrology is not the right path to go. I started asking pundits about the solution to the problems, but everyone had the same answer that is karma. I asked my mother y should we pray to god? She answered that in order to have a better next birth we need to pray to god.
My father as I have mentioned earlier had worked for the police department. Many people from the police department used to offer him bribes, but he never used to accept them . So they used to offer to us but then he never let us accept it .He always used to say it is a sin. My mother then said that money earned through corruption would not last for long only money earned with sincerity would last forever. But none of us settled in life, after my father‟s retirement, we put up a finance business with my father‟s retirement money, but then we ended up with a loss of 5 lac rupees in 2 years. Then again I questioned my mother about whatever she said, but again the answer was karma and fate. The position in my house was so bad, it was like a man who went to the astrologer like me and questioned him about his future, then the astrologer answered that his bad time would last for over a period of 40 years. Though he was disappointed, again he had a small ray of hope and then asked him again, whether his position would improve after 40 years, but the astrologer said that he would get used to the problems. Many people used to share their problems with my mother. I again asked my mother as to why people are coming to us sharing their problems, when we ourselves are flooded with problems. My mother then answered that we are seniors in facing these kinds of problems, we have faced them right from childhood but these people are not familiar with them and so they share it with us. This was the problem with us. I shifted to Hyderabad when the financial problems grew worse at home and i practiced auditing in Hyderabad. I used to live in a small room as a bachelor. I was all alone in the room, so I was filled with a lot of thoughts and fell victim to depression. I never understood how to overcome the depression. I wanted to make my parents happy by solving all the problems at home. I used to get money but, it was all fraudulent. Then I took a decision to die. One of my friends close to my place had killed himself in an accident under the lorry, and his parents got an insurance amount of rupees 5 lacks. I too wanted to do the samething, so that my parents would get the money and all the debts at home would be cleared, but then I got an inner message that if I die, my parents
would be swept by a wave of sorrow through out the life, so I then took a decision that I would live till my parents lived and would die after they died because there is no more happiness in life.
Then I started practicing as an auditor, I had a few clients only and the money was also not sufficient. Then one of my friends told me that this wouldn‟t work out if I sit at home, and that clients wouldn‟t come to me. So he advised me to go to attend the meetings in order to increase my clients. Then, one of my clients invited me to a meditation class. I thought who would attend a meditation class and thought it was not my cup of tea. In the beginning I had a negative opinion about meditation like everybody has usually, but in reality this is wrong, only a true meditator enjoys life to the full extent. After you read this lecture you will understand how I am enjoying my life becoz of meditation.
In order to increase my practice I attended meditation class. It was the first day, we had one hour class and one hour meditation. I gave my visiting cards to everyone there. After going home I got a thought while cooking (as I was a bachelor) why can‟t I concentrate on my breath when the rice gets cooked. I suffered from a lot of sleepless night‟s becoz of my asthma, due to this I had memory loss and went down in my studies. I tried my best to improve my concentration power. I even chanted uthista ganapathi‟s mantra, but there was no result. So I thought I can start concentrating on my breathing and practiced it daily, from then my life had started taking a new turn. I never thought I would reach this stage. It‟s actually said that whatever we think god will not think the same. Here we mean the mind and god means the soul. If mind has one kind of program then soul has another kind of program for u. I went into meditation through the mind programming in order to increase my practice but my soul programming was entirely different. I left auditing and started spreading the awareness about new energy concepts since 1 and half year.
I started meditation and on the second day itself I sat for 8 hours, that is 2 hours sitting for 4 times, I was feeling a kind of dizziness, which was the energy flowing throughout me. I was feeling as if ants were crawling all throughout my body. I was wondering if it really happened to me. On the third day also I meditated for around 8 hours and on the fourth day I got a message from within that some miracle would happen to me. I don‟t know what miracle was it but I still continued to sit in the meditation. I used to listen to a lot of bhagwathgita in which lord Krishna has delivered a lot of shlokas amongst which a shloka states that whoever naturally stops concentrating on inhaling and exhaling of breath and concentrates on center of the eyebrows, and whoever takes mind and intellect in control will get release from rebirth. I thought how a person could live without breathing and felt Krishna might be mad. Then on the fourth day I observed the strange nature of the breath while meditating, I could feel that my breath was moving from the corners of the nostrils to the centre of the eyebrows (third eye). I observed for some time and then I suddenly found that my breath had stopped; I
got scared that I might die. But from within I got a message that nothing would happen to me. And then I started observing inner side and even my heart stopped beating I got scared and thought that It must be a heart attack but Again I got a message that nothing would happen don‟t open your eyes. Then at the center of eyebrows I could hear sound of my heart beat then I felt like a wheel was moving round and round at the center of eyebrows that is 6th chakra and after that I did not know what had happened to me. I got up at around 11:30 in the night from meditation, there was a process of about 2 and half hrs going on within me and I stayed without breath for 1 hour. This was the first miracle that I experienced. I slept in the night and as soon as I woke up I could feel the bliss within me. I couldn‟t explain the joy that I was experiencing from within; the brahmanand state got activated in me. All the problems still remained the same but then I was feeling very happy. I thought lord Krishna was mad that he delivered this shloka, but then I realized that he had experienced what he has said and then only delivered the shloka. Now I entered into the phase of actual spiritual reality. Till now all of us only worshipped the lord‟s idol but never followed what he said. Now I got the interest to meditate, I thought that I could control my mind and intellect through Krishna‟s principle. But then I realized that it was not me who was meditating but it was meditation that was following me like a shadow. Then I questioned my self who am I. In this birth? I am an ordinary man practicing auditing, but was i a yogi in my last birth? I got this doubt because only yogis do meditation.
Because of this meditation within a few days I got ultimate happiness. so I wanted to know more about them. What is pyramid society? Who are they? What are they doing? What is the concept of pyramid society? I just wanted to know all these things. So one day I attended a meditation lecture and there I was given a pamphlet, in which Buddha‟s, Krishna‟s and Jesus principles were printed and in the end there were 4 principles that were given by brahmarshi subhash patriji that caught my attention. The principles are:
WE CREATE OUR OWN REALITY. WE ARE OUR OWN DOCTORS. WE ARE OUR OWN MASTERS. WE ARE OUR OWN GODS.
I was amazed by the above principles; patriji is the first master whom I found on earth who delivered these 4 principles. Others babas are saying that if you come to us, we will solve ur problems. Patri sir was telling exactly the reverse. I got a doubt, Am I god really? Am I creating my life? If it is so why I am creating badly? God and guru are the highest stages. But how can I become a doctor? How can I
solve my own problems? I would like to tell u all that I don‟t even know the names of parts of the body even till now. But I would like to tell u that all kinds of problems can be solved and everything is possible in my concept. Even now Doctors and scientists are attending my classes. They are taking my suggestion to solve their problems. Now I became doctor even for doctors.
First month itself I got many results, I have received highest happiness. I solved my back pain and asthma problems but I was facing dental problems. One day I sat in meditation, while I was doing, my mouth opened automatically. Energy was moving around each tooth. I was surprised. But I sat quietly. Exactly what happens when dentist cleans the tooth, same thing happened but no one was there in the room, some water formed in my mouth because of this process, I split that water in front of me without opening my eyes. I sat again in meditation. I did not believe this. The process took place for about 2hrs, after the completion I opened my eyes and got doubt whether this process really happened or was it a dream, but there was a proof, I then saw split water in front of me. I got bliss because dental cleaning happened without consulting doctors and I saved money.
I called my mom and told her about my experiences. I was speaking to mom hours together from my mobile. I had no money. I feared about payment of the mobile bill. Even then, I continued talking to her. At the end, I got bill. I thought that bill would be around 5,000 rupees. But I saw miracle, my bill was only 500 rupees, normal bill. Whatever calls made to my mom regarding mediation, were not recorded in that bill. Within a month of entering into meditation I got these miraculous results.
Then I got more interest and I wanted to know secret of every creation. I had so many doubts. My name was doubts master. In meditation classes, I was asking masters so many doubts. That‟s why they called like that. Masters escaped from me because I was asking so many doubts. One master suggested that if you want to clarify your doubts, read books suggested by pyramid society. We can find highest knowledge only in pyramid society. On this occasion I would like to thank the person who published those books, my friend BRAHMASHRI SUBASH PATRI. I am calling him as my friend because he is not my guru; he tells us that our breath is our guru. After that, I started reading books.
Before coming to meditation I stopped at karma concept. I asked pandits and even shankaracharya who visited my house and every one said it was because of karma and the problems can‟t be solved. So what pyramid society is saying about karma? I studied bhishma karma siddantham book and to some extent I was satisfied. Patri sir told in tulasi dalam book what Krishna said in bhagwathgita: If you acquire soul knowledge you can go beyond karma. So where is the soul? Soul is in our body. So if we understand our self we can go beyond karma, so I found a way to go beyond karma. I started reading another book called RAMTHA. Ramtha was a slave. Kings tortured him. So he decided to take revenge. He
gathered persons who are against kings and killed many kings. He occupied so many kingdoms. That means he killed lot of persons and finally acquired soul knowledge and got mukthi. He says: Are u sinners than me? I got mukti in the same birth. I killed people in lakhs, but I also got mukti. This was possible to me in this same birth. Why is it not possible to you? And finally he said karma concept is only your belief. Purely it‟s a belief. Not more than that. If you believe it will be there or else you can go beyond karma. So finally, I decided to go beyond karma. There is no past effect in this present life. I am telling this with my practical knowledge if you believe karma you cannot solve your health problems because you believe that because of past life sins you are facing all these problems.
After hearing my classes so many people critised me. They discussed on this topic and said that you are trying to escape from karma rather than experiencing it. Then I said I am showing you the way to go beyond karma. I said people are trying to escape from the karma. if you really want to experience karma then why are you going to hospitals and taking medicines?
Whatever concept you believe in, it will have an effect on you and if you don‟t believe then there is no effect on you. 4 years back I believed astrology but now I do not believe astrology and from then there is no effect of astrology on me. If we observe the whole world how many people are following astrology? Only Hindus. That means around 10% people are following astrology. Muslims and Christians etc.. are not following astrology. We believe that Planets have an effect on every person, then why it‟s not influencing other religious people? Whatever Hindus consider bad day on the same day itself Muslims marry. Muslims are enjoying there life‟s. Both Hindus and Muslims are having same types of problems whether they believe astrology or not. So my conclusion is if you believe some concept it will have an effect on you if not then there is no effect of that concept on you.
So there is no past effect on me. Then what about the future. Almost every one believes that future is already fixed. You think that everything is already written. My fate was already written by Brahma. But according to yogi‟s, future is not fixed. Future is flexible; you can change your life in any direction you choose. Even patri sir said whatever you talk it becomes your fate. That means if you change your talk your fate will change. Don‟t believe whatever I tell you, just hear and implement in your life. If you get results then believe that concept, if not, then release that concept from your conscious. Therefore there is no past effect and there is no future. That means only present remains. In present where creation is happening. Almost every one is saying that creation is happening outside. But yogis are saying exactly the reverse. They are saying that creation is happening inside. You are the creator of your own reality this is what yogis are saying.
Then I started searching inside. When I closed my eyes I found darkness, +ve and
–ve thoughts and feelings. Earlier I believed karma that‟s why I could not solve my problems. Since I released that there is no karma I have started solving my
problems on my own. I started reading a book called „Athisha pragna vedam‟. Athisha master was a yogi. He meditated in Himalayas. He got mukti. He received knowledge from three great masters. His experiences were written in that book. Whenever they suffer from health problems they know how to deal them. They don‟t have doctors in Himalayas. Suppose if we get any health problems we will consult doctors, take medicines and try to kill that health problem. Do we succeed in that? No, problems are repeating again and again. Ultimately we will die with health problems. We cannot kill them. Problems in turn kill us. But yogis say that when ever any health problems come we have to welcome the problem and make friendship with the problem. He says that –ve energies are beautiful energies created by god itself. If you accept and make friendship then they will support us. If you get pain don‟t try to kill, feel that pain with love, don‟t try to avoid it, it will leave after some period naturally. Initially I got angry. He is telling exactly reverse. After reading that book, I felt different. I thought that this is the highest knowledge which I have ever gained.
If I receive any new knowledge, I cannot stay without implementing it. One day I received a message from within that everybody almost tried all options to deal with health problems except making friendship with that problem. So you try differently and make friendship. Initially I got fear. My doubt is if we try to kill health problems again and again they repeat. Suppose if we love health problems then that problem may stay permanently. After some resistance I finally decided to love my health problems and not to kill the disease at any cost, whatever may happens? I May die nothing more than that can happen to me. If death comes I will take new birth. No problem. Then I started searching negative energy for inspiration. Is there any negative energy which is helping us?
One day when I was sleeping I observed the working of a fan. How many wires are connected? What are they? One is –ve and the other is +ve. Is it possible to run fan with either –ve or +ve energy. It is not possible. Only With -ve energy support only fan will run. So if you see any creation you will find cooperation between +ve and –ve energies. Inside our self we also have two opposite energies. What we are doing? We are accepting +ve and trying to remove –ve permanently. Is it possible to remove –ve from this universe? It‟s impossible. Only two options are available, battle or love between +ve and –ve. Already we are battling we know what is happening in our lives, so only love option we didn‟t tried.
Second example what I found was, a lady who is working for municipality daily comes to my house and collects waste materials. Her rickshaw was filled with waste material and bad smell surrounded it. As per doctors if we inhale bad smell we will face health problems. But even though that lady worked in municipality since 5 years even then she is absolutely fit and healthy. Who is stronger? Are we stronger than them? No. I asked the same question in all the classes. Every one said that they are stronger than us. That means drinking mineral water, using dettol, maintaining neatness has no use. So from tomorrow onwards we will have
bad food, we will wear bad clothes. No don‟t do that just understand the meaning behind this. Moreover, update yourself. We believe that bad smell creates health problems and that‟s why we are facing health problems but people working in municipality don‟t believe this and are used to inhaling of bad smell and that‟s why they are healthier than us. Doctors word‟s are wrong according to this.
This is another example when I was watching a movie I saw a delivery seen. What happens at the time of delivery? Highest pain is felt. The question is will the pain come to kill or to support? Every one said that pain comes to support; even I feel that comes for support. Again a doubt appeared about the other pains like, knee pains, head ache, stomach ache etc.. Etc... I thought it was coming to kill. Why one pain supports and other kills. I started analyzing on this. At the time of pregnancy ladies feel uncomfortable. Even then they enjoy the inconvenience with love. They pray god daily asking for a normal delivery. Normal delivery happens only when pain is felt. That means they are inviting pains. They believe that pain comes to support. At the time of delivery they feel the highest pain and after delivery, pain vanishes naturally. Will doctors give a pain killer at the time of delivery? No. In fact they will give injections to increase pain. That means they believe that pain comes to support but not to kill. Same thing happens in other cases also. Now let us analyze about other pains. We pray god daily and ask for good health and painless state, even then problems appear. Suppose if we get stomach ache, we will hate and try to kill that pain. If you kill that pain, it will also kill you. When delivery pains come you invite them with love but when other pain comes you are fighting and trying to kill it. Its simple! Here the problem is not pain, it is about the way you receive it.
Let me give an instance from our routine life itself. All of us suffer from cold, cough frequently now a day. As a remedy we take pills to suppress and kill them. In the due course we are forgetting one simple fact. The cold, sneezing and cough are not the diseases but they are assisting in removing the flem, dust, etc accumulated in various parts of our body. By killing cough, cold and sneezes, we are doing no good to the actual problem rather suppressing the solutions for the problem, as the flem, dust etc would be persistent leading to asthma, pneumonia etc. I would like to share my own experience with all of you. As an immature even I underwent all these processes like any of you and took pills for curing cold which lead to accumulation of flem and finally suffered asthma. But once familiar with the above mentioned concept I allowed my body to heal itself. In fact I welcome cold and cough and enjoy the process of cleansing. So, the next time you catch cold or cough do not medicate but allow them to cure all these problems naturally.
We find helping nature as well as killing nature in both –ve and +ve energies. We have to decide whether to support it or not. It will support if you say welcome and make friendship but will kill if you hate and try to kill the –ve energy.
Let me explain with an example; suppose love energy, it is +ve energy, whether love in your life gives you happiness or sadness? Initially everyone says it gives happiness and after some time they say it also gives sadness. Your family members love sometimes gives you happiness and sometimes sadness. In the same way –ve energies also have helping nature as well as killing nature. Example delivery pains supports and the remaining pains are not supporting.
After analyzing the above things I have decided to love –ve energies also, whatever may happen, even I am ready for death. I started treating –ve as my gurus and friends. First I got fever, I welcomed it. I questioned why you came? what should I learn from you? Earlier I treated you as my enemy from this moment I will start loving you. I will treat you as my friend. Please help me, please guide me and please shift me to a healthy state. 2 days I suffered from fever. I also suffered with vomiting and motions. 3rd day the problem cleared. After this results I got confidence and started loving –ves and started creating friendship between
–ves and +ves. For example, welcoming fear and asking it to shift us to courageous state. It is the same way between angry and calm, Bliss and sadness, health and ill health ego and no ego, selfish and no selfish etc... Miracles started happening in my life. I could solve all the problems on my own without consulting doctors.
After some period asthma started coming again. Then I decided to go into deeper levels. I remembered patri sir‟s first principle. “We create our own reality”. Where this creation is happening? Where is the creation department within us? Suppose if I get asthma today, where this creation happens, that you will get asthma today. I wanted to know clearly. I just questioned my inner soul. I referred a book named “THE NATURE OF PERSONAL REALITY” written by SETH. He says your belief will create your own reality. If you change your believes accordingly your reality will also change. With the above concept I cleared all my health problems permanently. Let me explain how I cleared asthma.
I had wrong opinions about asthma. If I eat lemon I get asthma, if I eat cool drinks I get asthma, if I inhale over good smell or bad smell I get asthma, rainy and winter season I get asthma, because of dust I get asthma, because of karma I get asthma, if once asthma attacks it is incurable, it will stay until death. If it is hereditary then asthma will come, mom has asthma the same I got. These are the beliefs I had. I started thinking how to update. Dentist asks us to consume lemon because it contains vitamin c but asthma doctors advices us not to eat. Should I eat or not? It means lemon helps one part and create problem to other part. It is not only with lemon. For every item we have given both +ve and –ve characters. If we eat banana we will put on weight, sugar level increases, asthma will come and at the same time energy increases if we eat banana. If we eat sweets, sugar level increases, cloistral increases, weight increases, at the same time we enjoy the taste, we feel happy when we eat sweets. Same things applied for weather. What should I do? Shall I consume lemon or not? If I go on deleting every item finally
nothing remains to eat, because for every item we have given +ve and –ve characters. What to do?
Why do we practice meditation? To what state we want to reach. Final stage is to say that I am god. Imagine, whether god fears to eat lemon. So I decided to update my belief so that I can eat everything and could clear my health problems. I am researching on that. Even if I eat sweets weight should not increase. I should not get asthma even if I eat lemon. I should not get eye problems even if I watch. How to update my beliefs to make this possible?
To say that we are god we must reach his state. What characters god has? Krishna in bhagawathgita said Vedas and Shastra‟s have three guans- thamo, rajo and sathvaguna. After completing three stages and after releasing Vedas and shastras then only you will reach neutral state, that is nirguna state. Krishna said he always stays in neutral state. Buddha said middle path. So gods stay in neutral state. To say we are god we must also reach neutral state. What is neutral state? The combination of +ve and –ve energy. Going beyond right and wrong; good and bad, sin and virtue; male and female. Everything is divine, that is neutral state. In the beginning, I said I belong to the third category. Good person, bad person and finally a person who is in neutral state. Krishna also said in bhagawathgita to treat everyone equally. A person who eats dog meat and a person, who is a pundit, must be treated equally. But what we are doing, we don‟t even love our family members. Outside you are smiling but inside you hate them. Therefore, you are not practically implementing Krishna‟s words how can you get results? How will you reach neutral state if you just worship idols?
Therefore what should we do to reach neutral state? Do everything in neutral state. Practice this daily. In everything you can see divinity. For every food item, we have given +ve and –a ve character, now onwards starts accepting in neutral character. I started forgetting old beliefs and replacing it with new one. For instance once I took deep breath which connects to the soul and I said if I eat lemon I will get asthma, I have decided to remove that belief and I Again I took a deep breath and replaced it with my new belief, from this movement whenever I eat lemon I will not have any +ve or –ve effect. I do not want energy and as well as weakness. I acquire energy through breathing. If we do breathing we get new energy. I will stay with this energy. I will enjoy every food without expecting anything.
After replacing my old believes with new belief, I have started eating lemon. Initially I got fear; even then I ate lemon in neutral state. First time I got asthma. Seth said clearly it would take some time to update. I welcomed it and it got cleared within one day. I started eating again and again even I got asthma. 5th time I dint get asthma even after eating lemon. Since 10 years I used to get asthma whenever I ate lemon. After getting this result I became confidant and started eating every item, which is not suitable for my body. After some time my body
accepted every item and I cleared my asthma permanently. Since two years I did not get asthma even after eating whatever I like, even during winter and in rainy season. Tune yourself and hypnotize yourself and eat in neutral state. Your body reacts to your new belief. Search your beliefs, go on questioning your problems, you will know your beliefs and then update them.
You have to do 3 things daily. First you have to do breathing. Why to do breathing, because it connects us to soul. Don‟t chant any mantras or imagine any figures. Because chanting happens in the mind. Our target is to reach soul state. You must do breathing daily at least according to your age. Suppose if you are 5years then breath for 5 minutes if 10 years then 10minutes, 50 years, 50 minutes. There is no time limit. You can breathe at any time and at any place even at the time of journey also. How to do breathing:
Breathe deeply, Breathe deeply within your being, from the top of your head all through your body, down to your toes. Breathe into your mind, into your intellect, into your emotions and into your soul. Breathe deeply and allow the divine energy that resides within you to come forth. Allow it to be in every cell. Allow it to be in every tissue, every part of your being. This thing I call your divinity, this thing I call God within, it has always been there, dear friends. It has always been within you, but it has been waiting for the appropriate time to come forth. And as you know, now it is the appropriate time! And always observe what is happening inside. Don‟t cut your thoughts.
While breathing you may get dizziness. You may get pain in the forehead near 6th charka, and at spinal cord. These pains occur to open your blocks. So there is no need to take tablets, the pain will go naturally.
The main theme of my concept is LOVE. With love we can get everything. So, whom do we have to love to make all things happen and to fill our life‟s with happiness.
If I question any one for whose sake you are living, the reply is, I am living for my family, and I am living for my husband and for my children‟s. If I ask any children, they say we are living for our parents. According to this no one is living for himself or herself. We are not living for our lives we are living for others. We are using our energy for others. Because of loving others, except our self, our life became sorrowful. We are using our energy for everyone except for our own. Therefore, from now onwards we will live for ourselves but not for others. So everyone should say that I am living for myself. Here I means not only our soul but also includes Body, mind, intellect, thoughts, heart and both positive and negative characters we played in previous births, feel that we played all the different characters which are present on earth. So, we should love each and every character. When I was taking a class one lady said that because of my cheap feeling as that I am a body I am not able to reach my soul state, because of that she is having more diseases. She says that I don‟t have purity in my mind that is
why I could not reach soul state. Because of that she always go to depression and having fears in life. You are feeling that the negative thoughts in your mind as impurity but in reality they are not impurities.
So you first love yourselves, love your body, love your mind, love your heart, and love each and every thing that relates to you. If you are not able to love your own body then how can you love others? If you are not able to understand your mind then how can you understand others? In your own life things are not happening as u wish then how can u decide things in others life? How can you change your children‟s lives? It is a waste of time thinking about your children‟s.
First, know about yourself and try to understand how is your mind functions, instead you rather think about others. From the minute that you know you are going to give birth to a baby you started thinking about him/her. We are not here to think of others, we have some purpose. Each and everyone on earth have purpose. Like that you and your children also have some special purpose. The purpose of you and your children is same i.e. to know that you are god. So think of yourself, if u think about your children without trying to know the purpose of Ur life the same thing will be repeated “PUNARAPI JANANAM, PUNARAPI MARANAM”(re-birth process)
At least try to make this birth as a last birth. First love yourself and live for yourself. Then you can understand what is meant by love and later you can understand others and handle every situation. So love yourself and live for yourself, it doesn‟t mean that leave your family. I am not asking you to leave your family nor to give divorce, don‟t do such things. First live for yourself and then for your family that is real life.
You don‟t know how your mind works. First understand how it works. So our work is doing breathing and loving everything. Love yourself, love both positive and negative energy inside you. Love everything don‟t ignore any thing. Love your body and just kiss it. I did the same thing it gave me an awesome knowledge. Don‟t hate your body. See your body and fell great to have such a great structure and kiss it, at that moment lot of love comes from your inner being that makes you happy and gives you a lot of knowledge and even support you.
Observe one thing here, that GOD is not a mad person. He created this universe. HE created each and every thing. Will he create anything without any purpose? So, there is no useless thing on the Earth. Each and every thing has its own purpose and importance. Love each and every thing, have total compassion; this is the concept of NEW ENERGY.
So, we have to do 1.Breathing 2. Love everything and third one is changing believes. “YATH BHAVAM THAD BHAVATHI”. Totally our lives are moving based on our belief system. “AS YOU SOW, SO YOU REAP”. So your lives will not be changed until you change your beliefs. So search for beliefs, observe beliefs and
change them by keeping „Nirguna Stithi‟ as target.
From now onwards don‟t hate your problems, don‟t fight, Invite them with love and feel it as a GURU and question the problem directly, why you came to me? What should I change and what are you going to teach me. Teach me whatever you want I am ready to learn. I love you my dear problem. By talking like this search for beliefs and change them.
In addition, put new belief, from this whenever I consume lemon I won‟t have positive or negative effect, this belief should stabilize within me. New belief will activate only when you eat lemon, if you don‟t eat lemon then old belief will remain.
So, daily you must do three things. One is doing breathing, second one is love each thing and finally third one is changing beliefs. By doing all these three things practically I got some extraordinary results. What are those results? My asthma was cured, back pain; dental problem and Piles were cleared. When I got piles I used to eat pickle rice. Generally people will say that if you eat pickle at the time of piles it increases, but I use to eat pickle rice. That is in Neutral state. I dint find any difference in eating curd rice or pickle rice I have taken both, with same feeling that is NEUTRAL. Whenever I ate pickle rice, blood used to come out through motions, but still I stayed like that only.
I felt that I am donating blood to BLOOD BANK and I sat like that only. It continued for five days but later it disappeared.
Three years later after I came into the meditation, in 2007-jan at the time of Pongal (Sankranti) I got JAUNDICE. I am bachelor and I stayed alone in a room. Daily I used to do audit practice only for 2 hours and remaining time I was doing breathing and spending my time in reading books. This is the only thing I did daily. The remaining bachelors of my surrounding did not understand me. At this age why he is not running after girls but always reads books and does breathing they thought that I am mad. They saw me as a mad man. I explained them a lot of times but they did not believe me. I felt that you people don‟t know what I am doing. I am inventing a new concept which makes you people surprise when I talk about it. When I got jaundice I came out and showed it to everyone, I made them
surprise.
When I was shaving I observed that my eyes were yellow. I thought that it was jaundice. I said, “Welcome my dear jaundice welcome, and let us do research” and I have started my work. I started eating everything, which is not suitable to jaundice. I did not leave anything. The neighbor bachelors advised me not to eat the entire thing, as it is very dangerous. But I said, see my talent. Till now you people thought me as a mad man now I will show you what my talent is. My jaundice will kill me? Never, jaundice is my friend; observe how I would deal with this problem. I started eating everything. I went to hotels, I sat in AC rooms, and I ate butter nons and all the varieties of oil foods.
I went to home for sankranti; you know that I am a Brahmin. In our house we have much variety of items to eat and I ate everything. My mom says, it is very dangerous to eat with ghee but I asked my mom to give me more. I said only one thing, mother nothing will happen to me. My jaundice will not kill me? Jaundice is my friend.
After that I came to Hyderabad. No parents will send their children‟s out in this position but my mother sent me because already I have shown the results to her. She knows that, I won‟t listen to her words because I am a stubborn. Therefore, she allowed me to go to Hyderabad. After reaching Hyderabad I lost three of my friends who died with the same problem. See my position. I got tensed and feared that I may also die. As a common man I had the same fear but that fear was also my friend. I asked, my dear jaundice will you kill me? Then jaundice replied, “With whom you are comparing? They are trying to kill me. They feed me only curd rice without salt and tasteless food. But you feed me a tasty food and varieties of items. And you said that, jaundice you came to increase my confidence. You are the first person in this planet Earth who treated me in such a great manner. I will not kill you? See where I will take you” It brought me to this state. See with how much confidence today I am talking before you. I got that confidence with my practical results. With these results I am telling you that whatever the diseases you are getting they don‟t come to kill you but they come to increase your confidence. So, don‟t hate them welcome them.
At the time of jaundice I became very lean, I turned black. My brother said that I will have to get admitted into the hospital. I said only one thing, my jaundice will kill me? See what is going to happen. I gave a command to my body that, I am giving full freedom to you. How much that you want to get dry, dry up. I am giving full freedom to you. It was dried, like a tree in summer. Even though the tree dried, it will not die. Again rains will come and again tree starts growing. I am doing this research not to die, but to spread throughout the world, with that feeling only I sat stubbornly. Again I became healthy. See what a wonderful result I got. I got this jaundice after three years, if I got same problem in initial stage definitely I would have gone to hospital because I to don‟t have that much of confidence earlier.
After getting one by one results my confidence level increased. With every situation and each results, I got a lot of knowledge and reached to highest states.
During the period march-2008, nearly four to five bottles of blood came out from my body through motions. This is not piles but because of some process in the stomach. I stayed 10 days like that only and asked my body that how much blood you want to take out, send it out and do your updating work. I gave full freedom to my body. I ate everything. I updated belief that if you donate one bottle blood you should not donate till three months. Even I got, –ve thoughts and fears, even then I sat like that only, because they too are my friends. After ten days it disappeared. Even doctors don‟t have that much confidence but I stayed with lot of confidence.
That is life. That is talent. We have to solve our own problems. Everyone should solve their problems. That is ultimate living. We are gods, we are masters, GOD will not fear. HE welcomes everything even fear with LOVE and learns knowledge from that and finally HE enjoys the life. I am also doing the same thing. I am enjoying in Nirguna state.
Good & Bad. Good people and Bad people. Good people are trying to kill bad ones and bad people trying to kill good ones, do they succeed? No, we are not able to kill anything (god-bad). The work of the master at Nirguna state is to combine both good and bad permanently. That is the work of a NEW ENERGY master. So, my desire is, everyone should reach to this state.
I got so many results like this. I told you some of the important results. I told these results to people to check whether I only will get results or every one can get it? Initially I was afraid of it. I did not come out because if anyone get any negative results then what‟s my position they may kill me. But I got a message from within that, nothing will happen and go ahead, and then I started telling to others. Initially I got doubt, is there anyone who will do such risky things. So, first I explained about this concept to my younger brother. Before my entry into the journey of meditation he had lost his vision clarity. Suddenly his vision was blurred. We went to hospital for operation. The doctors operated one eye and suggested for glasses. In addition, they said that, they would do the operation for second eye after one year.
In this gap I entered into meditation and I asked him to come in to this way. He followed whatever I said. As I said before, doing breathing, loving and changing believes. He did all these three things regularly. Within three months his eyes came into normal state. Without glasses he was able to see perfectly. He felt very happy. I remember that day even till now. I was surprised with that result. And he is a T.B. patient. He regularly use to fall sick once in a month. Every month he spend Rs 1000/- on it. He had that problem since last 10 years. After coming into meditation, he got fever twice or thrice in last three years. Without doctor and without single penny he cured his T.B. He had some skin allergy, which also disappeared.
He was overweight. His weigh was around 85kgs. But he reduced his weight to 60kgs within four months by eating sweets and by eating everything. I said him to follow his body instructions. If you feel hungry then eat otherwise no need. No restrictions on how much you want to eat. Eat with love and in neutral state. He followed my advice and reduced his weight to 60kgs.
After some days he got small wound on his stomach. He made a call and asked me what to do. At that time I was at HYD. I said nothing will happen.
He said it was paining. I replied, nothing will happen. He welcomed the pain and sat there. Some of my relatives called me and said that it may be CANCER and asked me to let him go to the hospital. I asked, is it cancer? So what. Cancer is also our friend. I asked my brother to sit like that. He did the same thing. After three days that wound turned very smooth and it made a small hole on it, puss and blood came out finally the wound disappeared. My brother got these results.
My father is 75 years old. Here age factor is important. Two years ago he suddenly went into coma because of decrease in his sugar level. Then we took him to the Apollo hospital. After emergency treatment he came out of coma. However, after doing tests what doctors found was his two kidneys were failed and he got liver jaundice, pneumonia. Doctors said that his condition is very serious and may be these are his last days. My father‟s brother was also died with the same problem; we thought that he is also going to die. So we called our relatives for last look. With lot of desire so many of my relatives came from long distance like Mumbai to see my father. However, they didn‟t get a chance to see the final look of my father because he didn‟t die till now. How can he die in my presence?
I advised one thing to my father “when ever we try to kill or hate something then we are attacked by those things. They make you uncomfortable.” Here, you hate the doctor, tablets, hospitals and diseases so, you got this situation. So from now onwards love everything, love doctors, love hospital environment, love tablets and love diseases. The important thing is to increase your life span. Wherever I go first I will increase every one‟s life span, there I am not doing anything just I am giving the guide lines how to do. Later every one can increase their life span on their own. How to increase life span? Ask to your inner being “I HAVE TO LIVE; I have to live until I get MOKSHAM. ” and do breathing. Everybody wants to live but they are not doing breathing, even though they breathe, they are killing diseases. If you try to kill them, they in turn will kill you. However, here we are loving diseases also; we are saying welcome to Kidney fail health problem. Then who will kill you. My father did whatever I said. He was not able to sit so, he did breathing in bed itself in sleeping position. I was there in hospital with my father. I sat beside my father and whenever he opened his eyes I asked him to close eyes and do breathing. He did exactly what I said. Within 15 days his kidneys came to normal state and he was discharged. Doctors were surprised. The doctors were surprised for such a speedy recovery. Once a kidney fails, recovery is impossible
but we made it possible.
Now I am going to tell you an extraordinary result. One lady who stayed nearby to my room suffered from breast cancer. She went to doctors and they removed one breast. Later she came to me. I said, to do breathing. She did breathing for one week. At the same time, I got jaundice. She said, you have jaundice then how can you help me to clear my cancer problem. Then she went to hospital. By using all the medicines finally she went to the state of death. She was not in a position to take At least one sip of water because her lips were tightly bounded. In that period, I cured my jaundice. By seeing that she came to me and said that sir, really you are great. Even doctors are also afraid of this disease but you cured the disease without going to any hospital, now I am ready to do anything whatever you say and my life is in your hands. I said ok. At the time of jaundice I ate in her house only. I ate the things, which are not suitable to my body i.e. for jaundice. I have shown my disease to everyone. Everyone was surprised by seeing the way I enjoyed with jaundice. After curing jaundices on my own, around 50 members started doing breathing and followed new energy concepts.
She sat in front of me and said that sir, now I will not go to the hospital. Because of those medicines only I reached this position. I was surprised by seeing her eating Gutka. Then I understood why she got the cancer. Then I questioned her,
I: What are you eating? She: sir, I am eating Gutka.
I: what the doctors said about this.
She: They asked me to stop eating Gutka. I: Then why are you eating Gutka
She: Sir, if I stop eating Gutka I will die now only. I: why is it so?
She: sir, I am a daily labor. I am eating Gutka since 30 years. It became part of my body. After doctors advice I tried to stop eating it but I am going mad without eating it. I could not stay without eating gutka.
I also thought that it is correct, because it is not easy to come out of addiction immediately. She said that she can‟t stop eating Gutka and will not go to hospital but you have to cure my disease. I felt very happy because I had a great challenging problem. I thought if I solve this, my confidence levels will increases. I don‟t want to frighten her any more. I said, enjoy and eat how much ever you want. You have taken this life to eat Gutka, enjoy eating it. But whenever you eat Gutka speak to gutka energy as I said.
“My dear Gutka I am eating you with love. I am eating means just eating that‟s it, it stays in my stomach and goes away I don‟t want any good or bad. I am eating you in neutral state. Say this every time whenever you eat gutka. In addition, I told her to love cancer energy, pain energy and to change believes and to do breathing daily. I guided her daily. She followed my concepts exactly. Within two months it was cured. Everything came to normal position. Now she was perfect and doing her daily labor work for ten hours. During the process she got pains many times. She came to me and said sir it is paining. I am not able to bare it, tell me what to do. I said ok let it be. Let the pain come, small operation is going on at cancer effected area. That pain is not coming to kill you it is coming to help you. I said, God only created the pain, whether HE is mad or whether he creates anything without any purpose. So welcome the pain. She replied sir, I am getting fear. I asked, you have any children. She said yes, I have one girl.
I: at the time of delivery you got pains or not? She: yes sir I got.
I: Is this cancer pain more than that? She: no sir.
I: Even those pains could not kill you then how can this small pain kill you. So, listen to me and do whatever I say, otherwise go to the hospital, as you wish because I never force any one.
She: ok I will do as you say.
She enjoyed the pains. After two days the pains were disappeared. She got pains two more times and departed, her confidence also increased. Then I decided to close my practice and went out spreading new energy concepts. Before going I said to her that, I am going outside to spread this knowledge to the world. She was afraid and said what if I get cancer again? I said ok and advised her to do the same thing that is welcome the cancer and love it. But she was afraid and said sir I need you. I understand her situation because she doesn‟t have that much confidence. I felt that if she deals the problem on her own without my presence then only her confidence will increase.
When I went out for spreading this concept, within 15 days she got 2 cancer balls again. When she got cancer she was afraid because I was not there. Again she went to hospital and doctors said that you have to take medicines and operation is needed. She got afraid and called me again and told me what happened. I
scolded her for going to the hospital. I told her „who asked you to go to hospital. If you go to the hospital they will say this only, it is not going to kill you lets welcome it and love the cancer it will help you.‟ she said, ok sir I will do whatever you say. She listened to my words and loved the cancer. And I asked her whether you are eating the Gutka or not. She said yes sir I am eating, I said, ok eat it. She did whatever I said; within 15 days her cancer balls had gone. See what a wonder without stopping eating the Gutka she cured her cancer. Again after three four months she got the cancer ball, she was not afraid. This time she made friendship with cancer after friendship the cancer ball was disappeared. By eating Gutka itself she got cancer but when she came to me what I did. I just used the concept of love. I proved that everything is possible with love. After listening this so many people were serious with me. They said sir, if anyone listens to your concept everyone will start eating Gutka. Then I said shall I tell this example in my classes or not. Every doctors and scientists are telling that if you eat Gutka you will get cancer even then lot of people are eating Gutka. Again I am saying, here I am not encouraging anybody to eat Gutka nor do I have any Gutka company. Even I don‟t have a habit of eating gutka. The reason why I am saying this example is that even after eating Gutka also the cancer was cured then how these salts can and spicy food can affect us. So what I am telling is don‟t control eating. Enjoy eating. I am telling this only to increase your confidence. I am telling this mainly to youngsters, I am not encouraging you to have Gutka. If anyone has a habit of eating Gutka it is not possible to stop eating immediately. So whenever you are eating Gutka or non-veg or smoking cigarette say in inner like this, my dear Gutka I am eating you, my dear non-veg I am eating you. My dear cigarette I am smoking you, I didn‟t want any good or bad I am taking you in Nirguna bhavam. That means they just stay in my stomach and goes away. So enjoy your life. My dear Gutka energy, my dear non veg energy, my dear cigarette energy take me to a state where I can stay without eating Gutka, non-vegs and smoking. So whenever you tell like this in your inner, some days later you don‟t find any difference in eating Gutka or without Gutka. Finally you reach a state where you can stay without eating Gutka. After some days she called me and said, I don‟t find any interest in eating Gutka. Then I said yes the time came so stop eating Gutka. So don‟t force it, naturally it will be released from you. When you do breathing because of this soul power you will be released from that addiction.
So many women asked me that, sir we don‟t have any bad habits then why do we have cancer. I said of course you are not smoking but you had a belief that by inhaling cigarette smoke you will get cancer. So you are getting cancer as per your belief i.e.; “YATH BHAVAM THAD BHAVATHI”. Everyone says that you will be more affected by inhaling cigarette smoke rather than smoking cigarette. So I said it‟s better to have a cigarette rather than inhaling cigarette smoke. Inhaling is more risky than having cigarette. How can you stop others? Therefore, what I am saying is from now onwards stop believing that. No need of smoking, if anyone is smoking beside you don‟t hate that smoke but take that smoke with love. So
when you are inhaling smoke take it with a Nirguna feeling and you are not affected.
So please try to understand what I am saying. I am not encouraging you to smoke or eat Gutka or nonveg. It is a sensitive matter. I too don‟t have any habits. The ultimate state is a state where you don‟t have any addictions. Cigarette should be in our hands we should never be in the hands of cigarette. Gutka should be in our control, we should not be in its control. That is final.
Another example:
One lady from Bangalore had a habit of eating mud. She was getting pain in her throat becoz of consuming it. I did not understand what solution I have to give her. Then I asked her to talk to the mud energy within as follows: my dear mud I am consuming u with love I don‟t want anything in positive or negative. Take me to the state where I should stay without eating u .She did breathing and within 3 days she solved the problem from which she had been suffering from 40 yrs. since then she stopped eating mud.
In this way, lot of people came out of addiction naturally without any force.
With my practical experience I conclude by saying that , if at all you have an addiction towards cigarettes, gutka, non-veg, liquor etc accept it with love and u will c that u will come out of it. Whenever u loves the addictions you will come out of it naturally. So don‟t kill your desires, Love them and enjoy them and do not expect positive or negative energy from them. Be NEUTRAL and u can cure ur addictions naturally and u can stay without it.
A ten year old girl adventure. Now she is ten years when she was 2 yrs she had a problem, her whole body had rashes which were flooded with blood puss and always had a burning sensation all over her body. She had undergone all types of treatments, but still the problem did not solve. In March 2008, I met her in a class and gave her my guidance. She started loving the negativity of the health problem. She stopped her medication after hearing my lecture and then started making friendship, and then she suddenly started getting severe pains and I asked her to cry out loud in pain and in half an hour the pain subsided. After the pain had reduced I asked her if she wants to go to the doctor, she said she would solve the problem on her own without any medication. Then I guided to her mother also, she asked me whether it is necessary for me to consult the doctor or not. I said her that when she is ready to do the research we will give her the encouragement, her mother also accepted. So I stayed there for 3 days, every day the girl had pains for 4-5times and she used to cry out loud. I asked her to talk to the pain and make friendship with it, she said she was crying because the pain was becoming more if she don‟t cry, when she cries then the pain is getting cleared rapidly.
Then her mother also used to cry looking at her daughter crying, and then the girl used to say y Ur crying I am crying bcoz of pain. Then her mom said that she wouldn‟t understand a mother‟s pain. The girl started enjoying the pain, and she ate everything accepting it as neutral. She had taken pulses by breaking the belief that pulses would support formation of puss. Her mother cursed herself as y she gave birth to her. Then I told the mother that the girl is not an ordinary kid and is a great soul with a purpose of becoming inspiration to the whole universe curing it by her without any medication. Before my treatment she used to sit in the last bench in her school and used to weep and none of her frenz used to come near her. So within 3 months she could clear all the rashes and bleeding and puss and now only spots of the allergy are left. She had enjoyed all kinds of food in the process of curing and did it all by her own. Just by making friendship with her problem she could cure it by herself without the help of any medication or doctors or help of GOD. She became a doctor on her own. Now even if she gets the pain or fever she welcomes them with lot of confidence.
I guided people like this so that they can solve problems on their own. I was surprised with those results. In this concept we have solutions for all types of problems. Using this concept you can solve any kind of problem. We were not able to kill diseases. It is impossible. In this world everyone is trying to kill diseases, were we able to kill them? So we have to use the second option that is LOVE and FRIENDSHIP. I got marvelous results in this concept.
Here his selfishness is if I am with him he can get benefits and my selfish was, I could ask money whenever needed. Everyone has their own selfishness. After some days what happened is I could not accept uncle‟s behavior. He was not taking care of his children and wife. He was not paying workers in time but use to enjoy, every day evening he consumed alcohol. I started hating his character. But I was smiling outside and was hating and scolding from within. In that period I entered into meditation. After coming into meditation suddenly my “BRAHMANADAM” (infinite happiness) state activated. After this, I stopped meeting him. When I stopped going to his office, he started coming to my room
and he disturbed me, when I was deeply involved in my research.
Now how could I solve this problem? After coming to meditation if I got any problem first of all what I thought is “ I am creating my own life.” where that creation is happening inside me? Before coming to meditation, I felt that uncle was disturbing me but after coming to meditation I started taking responsibility of my life. I felt something was happening inside me and that‟s why I am attracting uncle. Uncle should come and disturb me, that is the creation happing inside. That‟s why I am attracting him outside. That means creation was happening inside me but where was it happening? So I started searching in my inner soul. To reach this stage I did only one thing, I strictly followed one principle that is I created my own reality and started searching solution inside rather than searching outside. Here also I started loving problems same as in the case of diseases. Health problem was their inside my body, by loving it I got results but here it has to affect the outer person now how is it possible? I did not understand how this problem could be cleared. Same as health problems I asked, why you came? What should I learn from you? After questioning I was doing breathing. After two months I got one message from my inner soul. The conclusion of the message was “if you hate any character it will disturb you and when you love that character inside the problem will vanish.”
Here I was acting outside. Whenever I saw him I was smiling but I hated him inside. So with this I learned was if you love inside that love will go outside, if I hate inside that hate will go outside. Now I started loving that uncle‟s character in my inner as „my dear uncle I love you. Till now I hated and scolded you but now onwards I love your character and accept your character and attitude as it is. You are doing research how to earn money. As a part of this, you are not taking care of your family. Yes you are doing your research perfectly. I accept this character as it is, by saying like this I included that character in my loving list. Earlier it was in hating list. Inside I loved that character very deeply, automatically what happened is he stopped coming to my room. He didn‟t come again till now. I was surprised. If you change input automatically output will change. After getting that result, I started loving all characters which were in hating list automatically every one became my friend.
This is the difference between knowledge and ignorance. If the same situation occurred to ignorant person, what would they do? They would directly ask him not to come to my room. With this the situation would become very serious. Then the relation would have spoilt. But here what I did I simply loved that character of uncle in my inner. Whenever I met uncle, I talked to him and my problem cleared. After that result I started loving all characters which I hated and outside every one became my friend or they are out of my life naturally. The means creation is happening inside. That is change input some process happens and output automatically changes, INPUT – PROCESS-OUTPUT. With these practical results only I am saying creation is happening inside me. The character troubles me if I
hate it otherwise if I love the character it becomes my friend. Then I asked my soul why you are creating all these relationship problems. Then the reply was TRI GUNYA VISHAYA VEDHA NISTHRI GUNYA BHAVARJUNA. That means TAMO
GUNAM, RAJHOH GUNAM, and SATWA GUNAM. After completing these three stages only we will reach to NIRGUNA state. Whoever it may be, everyone should surpass these stages. There is no other way.
In tamo gunam we will take the characters like Kumbakarna. That is only sleeping and eating and you will not think of others. That is your research. After that you will take the characters in rajhoh gunam like RAVANASURA. That is only rough characters. In this we will take different characters like killing others, involving in prostitution and robbery etc. After this stage we enter into satwa gunam. In this we will take the characters like Vibishana that is soft characters. So after taking lives in these three states we will enter into the final state that is NIRGUNAM. Now I am the master in this Nirguna state. And I will explain you how to reach that state. Those who already taken lives in tamo rajoh and satwa guna are only eligible for this concept. Now you‟re hearing my lecture means you are all eligible for nirguna. Eligible candidates can only here and practically implement my concept, remaining can‟t because they don‟t have that capability to take this high energy they are at lower energy levels.
What we were doing here is we reached satwaguna and started hating rajoh and tamo gunam. It is like a graduate student hating the primary and intermediate knowledge. Now he is graduate means only after completing inter he is eligible for graduation. Only after getting intermediate knowledge a person enters graduation. By hating primary and intermediate knowledge how can you study and pass graduation? But we hate that knowledge. We have to go forward by loving the initial knowledge but not by hating it. So here what our soul is doing, it creates situations involving persons whose characters we don‟t like. Once you love them they will be disappeared from your life. All the characters (each and every character on earth planet) exists in our inner. However, they are fighting with each other and you are seeing the same thing outside because “outer is the reflection of inner”. The outer is same as our inner. So we have to estimate our inner by seeing the outer and then love those characters at your inner then automatically the outer will be changed. Therefore, everything should remix. That is both positive and negative characters should reintegrate. Then only we can reach the Nirguna state.
Now I will tell you two examples about it. Once I went to bodhan patri sir‟s village and said the same concept there. After completion my class one lady asked me that sir my husband left me if I love that character can I get him back into my life? Before three years he left her. Even he is not responding her phone call. Within 15 days there was an appeal for divorce made by her husband in the court. I said nothing is impossible in my concept everything is possible. So I told her to do whatever I explained.
What I said to her is, in your previous incarnation you had taken a male life and in that life you troubled your wife a lot. You behaved cruelly with your wife. After your death you had seen your character and you felt that „I did sin‟ and started searching for a compensation. As a part of that you had taken your life like this. You need not bear karma. Now what you do is, go beyond the karma. Just love that character deeply in your inner being. No need to love your husband but feel that is your character which you had taken in previous birth and love that character fully. Love that sadist character which you have taken in previous birth in your inner being very deeply. That means love yourself and sees what will happen. She did it for two days then came to me and told me, sir I did not get any result. Then I replied „only two days are not enough, be patient for some time‟ and I asked her what are you doing? She said sir I love that character daily by saying my dear sadist character. I said her, you don‟t get result only by love, and you also need to do breathing then only energies will work. And what I told her is, remember those situations in which your husband troubles a lot. And I told her if you get pain bear it and if you get sorrow cry down, if you want to scold that character, scold it, till you clear all your emotions. We know that our sorrow is reduced when you share it with others. Here you need not share with others but love that character deeply. If you are getting tears in your eyes cry out ward but in a closed room, but don‟t cry outside because the others may think that you have gone mad. She did what I said for three days. In these three days she cried a lot because she felt so much of pain.
I said her not to make a call but wait for it. The time was arrived; she got a call from her husband. He made a call and started singing as „I won‟t live without you‟. And he asked her for apology. And he said I did a mistake, I behaved wrongly with you I am staying lonely, now I will come and take you with me. She was surprised because she didn‟t expect this from her husband. She came to me in the morning and said sir I got a call from him. The people who were around her felt very happy and they told her to get down on my foot. I scolded those people because I didn‟t do anything here then why you are giving the credit to me. You loved the character and you did it so, give the credit to yourself and your soul. Give the credit to your body, mind, and soul, heart, positive and negative in you. Don‟t give it to any god. If you give the credit to others, again your soul will go to sleep because you are giving success to others without recognizing your inner god. So from now onwards give credit to yourself. She told me sir; I did not believe it when you are saying. I said „I know that you people don‟t believe it and you treat me as a mad man.‟ And you thought how the outer changes by loving at inner. Whatever you think I don‟t mind but I am trying to sow a seed in you. In this way I got marvelous results. Only by loving the inner the outer is changing.
I went to tirupati. After listening my class one lady asked me sir, I lost my vehicle if I love that character can I get my vehicle back? I said yes, definitely you can get it because nothing is impossible in my concept. I said one thing to her; can anyone expect what it is? You people will be surprised if you listen that. In this
world no one gives such a solution. “Love that thief character”. You people are scolding that thief character. But you had that thief energy inside you. In your previous lives you had taken that life. Because you hated the thief character, that thief energy inside you created a situation so that you lost your vehicle. So, love that thief character deeply inside you.
My dear thief character earlier I hated you, I thought of it as sin but from this moment I will love you as it is, I will treat you as a divine role, please help me, I have taken this role in previous birth, please integrate with myself. Then create love between present roles with thief role and do breathing. She did exactly what I said. Here what happened is that vehicle was found in one week. The vehicle was found at pulivendula, which was stolen at tirupati. Police people called and informed. See what a miracle.
One girl who is studying post graduation called me and said her problem, she faced a boy while going to coaching who was called psycho by co students becoz he was mentally little ill due to love failure. She too became his victim for few days. He irritated her to such an extent that she thought she would kill him. The very next moment she called me and asked my guidance. She said I am getting fears and feeling tension. As per my guidance she accepted his character whole heartedly and did breathing for a weak and after that he didn‟t come to class nor was found in the surroundings.
Simply by loving at inner the outer changes. I was also surprised because these situations are not happened to me. I did not get any problem like this. This is life. This is the creator‟s stage. Do it practically and see. Don‟t believe my words initially. Don‟t believe just listen. Do it practically. You will get the results and your confidence will increase. Like this so many people got so many results. Therefore, this is life. Enjoy it.
In the beginning I faced two situations; I used to borrow money from others. I
faced this situation because I hated asking money from others after loving that character I didn‟t face these situations again. Sometimes I dint have money with me but I had to pay the rent by tomorrow. At that time I simple did breathing by keeping the following desire as “tomorrow I have to pay rent so arrange that money for me”. Automatically the clients came to me and gave the money and went away. Sometimes the clients came to me and got their work done without giving money. That means I created myself in my inner as „clients have to come and get their work done without giving money.‟ I asked in my inner as why I created like this and then I simply changed at inner. My inner says that, just love the character of person who is not giving the money. I was surprised with that answers but I did breathing and loved that character in my inner. By morning the clients came and gave money to me. I was surprised with those results. What is this life? The outer is changed by simply loving in inner. Everyone goes mad to collect money from others but here in my case I loved that character at inner automatically outer gets changed. So, like this I got great results in money research.
Finally in this concept we have a solution not only for health but also for relational issues and money problems.
Here I am going to discuss who is god? Will HE help us or not? Now I will tell you about some of my real experiences.
I was born in Brahmins family. We had a lot of devotion towards god. Daily we performed Pooja‟s and Abhisekhams. At that time I was in the belief that lord NARAYANA will come to me and give MOKSHAM to me. I waited for HIM. But every time I faced problems. No Narayana dint comes to me. I had that much of devotion but I got ASTHMA. When I got this asthma I got a doubt that either god is there or not? Will he help us or not? And as I said before I got more and more problems. With this I got angry and frustration on god. I scolded the god as I like. You will be surprised if I tell all those abuse words. I said to god directly as, are you mad or what? Why are you creating all these problems? If you give the crores of rupees directly when we pray then we will not have all these problems. But why are you not giving.
We are asking you „god please gives us the health when we are ill.‟ You have all the power with you but you are not giving anything why? I went under depression. Even though I use to cross the temple I never prayed to god and I said him that I will never pray you, kill me. Why because if I suicide then it will be a sin, if god kills me then I will get mukthi. I used to think like this and I got an angry on god. Many people are dying but why you are not doing anything. I used to scold like this and finally I came to meditation. I got wonderful results after coming into meditation. Once I got these results I got angrier on god. In my inner I thought as
„god, I will spread this concept throughout the world and after getting results no one will pray you. ‟ I will show you what I am. Unnecessarily you made me
struggle a lot, now I will see what you will do. I got angry on HIM. Actually I started this research only because of anger on god. I started loving each and every thing. I loved everything. Totally I filled with full of love. But my angry on god did not decrease. Two years passed. I got wonderful results. One day after two years the messages started coming from my inner. I became independent. Everyone was struggling with problems because they don‟t know how to solve them. They don‟t know the techniques of handling health problems or any other situations. But for me I am getting the results only by loving in inner. I understood what my stage was.
One day suddenly messages started coming from my inner. I got a question from my inner as
Inner: how did you reach this position?
I: I reached to this stage on my own with hard work and research.
And I got from my inner, what more what more. I said no god has helped me and I reached this stage on my own. And my inner says that „today you are at this position because you didn‟t get help from god.‟ I was surprised and asked my inner, how no help from god helped me to reach this position. And my inner said why everyone was praying god? Once they prayed god they got some results, after that they fixed in praying to god. But you didn‟t get any help from god. In this life at least one desire was also not fulfilled by god. You didn‟t go to tirupati till now. If that god helped you then what is your position? Your life would also have become like a beggar. You would have become dependent. That‟s the reason why god didn‟t help you. Try to understand the love of god on you. HE doesn‟t have an angry on you nor are you not an evil person. He just wants to see you as an independent so HE didn‟t help you. That is god. Try to understand the love of god. This is the message I got from my inner. While I was doing research I got many results. I used to dance after getting each and every result. If I tell this to anyone they treat me like a mad. I thought that why I have to explain this to everyone. My inner said that, after you get each and every result gods also enjoyed. They danced at your results. They had that much of love on you. They are not looking the people who are asking or begging them. They looked at you with lot of enthusiasm that At least this son will become independent or not. At least this sreedhar will become independent. They had that much of love on you. Try to understand HIS love. After listening this I got tears from my eyes. I am suitable for this concept? Only I am suitable for this concept that‟s why god didn‟t help me. After listening to this I was surprised and I was filled with happiness.
First time I said, thank you god for not helping me. I am saying this because you didn‟t help me. Please don‟t help me even if I am in a critical situation. I will solve them on my own. Then only I will be happiness. If you help me I will not feel happy
otherwise, I will get BRAHMANANDAM. So please don‟t help me. Finally what I understood with this message is „no help is great help‟ that is, not helping is indirect help. Whenever you help others they will become beggars. They will depend on us. They will become dependent. Just like if you help any beggar they will continue doing the same thing. Once you stop helping them they will stand on their own legs, I mean they become independent. God did the same thing in my case.
I asked, „my dear gods I scolded you many times, you didn‟t felt bad or got angry on me‟? The reply was, „why should I feel bad when my son is scolding me‟. If we were at your position we would also do the same thing. You didn‟t do anything wrong. Even we enjoyed those words. There are very less people on earth who scold us because the remaining people don‟t have guts to do that. You have that. You didn‟t do anything wrong. And again what I got from inner is „you said that you make every one independent and not to pray us, yes you have to do that. This is the purpose of your life. You came on this earth to do that.‟ Spread the knowledge to everyone and make every one independent. Do your best. Do as much you can. That is your purpose of life. Not only you, there are so many masters who came to earth with same purpose. Everyone should do the same thing. In this world everyone should become independent. They have to stand on their own legs. Everyone should enjoy their own life. We want that type of new world. That new world has to come. For that you do your own work. Give the best on your part. Whenever new world is formed then we will come to the earth and we will hug you once.
So what I want to say is, god is nothing but our parents i.e.; who gave birth to us. HE gave birth to all of us. Here I want to say one example. Suppose you are having children. In their childhood you will give whatever they want. After 25 years ie; once they grown up and if they continue asking you then what will you say?
„Become independent, stand on your own feet. Earn for yourself‟. Will you say or not? If your children question you, „you gave birth to me so you have to take care of me and you have cores of money give it to me.‟ if they ask like this then what will you say. You will say that I gave birth to you not to make you as a beggar but to see you as an independent. Is it yes or no? If you are like that with your children then what about god. The god also did the same thing. HE will give you the knowledge and techniques how to solve a problem but he will not do it for you. Try to understand the love of god. He just wants to see you as an independent.
I am not doing any Pooja‟s to god. I am not at all praying him. But no god killed me. God will be happy with me only. And he will say proudly „yes, he is my son. ‟ Even though I am not praying him he will be happy with me only because he wants independent children‟s like me. So try to understand the god‟s love. I want to tell you one more example.
We know the story of Mahabharata. We know the pandavas and lord sree Krishna. The lord Krishna is always used to stay with pandavas. Either the pandavas struggled more or enjoyed a lot? Throughout the life they were struggling. Krishna is there with pandavas but why didn‟t he help them? After Krishna was born the doors were opened and he simply released from the prison but his parents were there only. Sree Krishna gave his sister to pandavas but why didn‟t he helped them. Try to understand the love of Krishna. He gave the knowledge but he did not solve their problems. They didn‟t even have proper food and went to jungle. Even though Krishna was with pandavas why they were struggling. Krishna gave the knowledge and taught them how to walk but he didn‟t make the things for them. Here the Krishna wants to see them as an independent so he didn‟t helped them. It is not so difficult for Krishna to kill kouravas but he didn‟t do that.
Here what I want to say is, that Krishna didn‟t do anything when he was beside pandvas, now he is not with us then what will he do for us. Even though if he comes now he will tell us about BHAGAVAT GEETA and leave. He will not do anything more than that. Again we have to do on our own. We have to solve our own problems. Try to stand on your own feet. Try to become independent. My mother use to pray lord Krishna but I simply smiled at her. By seeing Krishna‟s idol I used to tell like this „hi Krishna how is you. Are you enjoying with gopikas‟
But my mother was surprised about the way I talked to Krishna. She said is the way to talk with god?
But I replied mom, of course he is a god for you but for me he is my friend. With my friend I will talk like this only. And I said, mom you are just praying to Krishna‟s photo but I am doing what he says. So he will be happy with me only but not with you. He hates you because you are depending on him. God treats you as a beggar so he always troubles you until you reach my stage.
I got angry on my mother because she didn‟t meditate. I questioned my inner as
„after listening to my classes so many people entered meditation but my mother didn‟t, why?‟ the reply is „now she is at 5th standard but you explaining her PhD concept. How can she understand it? She is at very low level how can she understand the high level subject?‟ of course she is not able to understand you; At least you try to understand her because you came from that level only. After that I didn‟t force her to do meditation. Let she grow. Let she come up step by step after 5th, 6th and7th. At last she had to come here because this is the final stage. This is ultimate. Till that let her do her research. So don‟t force any one. Just tell them, if they listen then ok otherwise leave them. Don‟t disturb others research. So after that I stopped disturbing others. But I was feeling sad whenever I saw her because she suffered from health problems. I asked my inner why I should worry. The reply is, just see yourself in her. You also struggled like this before. Let her struggle. Happiness is there besides sorrow. Let her become
suitable for that happiness. Because of that she is struggling. That state is like that only. Try to understand it. After getting that message I see myself in her. Now I am saying, today I am at this position because I felt and faced all those problems so let her face. Even though I am seeing her now I am not feeling sad. Before I was very sensitive but now I became very rough and I am seeing everything in a divine feeling. I am enjoying now. Always in the state of BRAHMANANDAM.
Can we do Pooja‟s or not? What is the relation between Pooja‟s and meditation? I will tell you about this. This is also my own experienced practical knowledge. Within 10 days I stopped doing Pooja‟s after coming into meditation, till now I didn‟t do it. But one day after two years, I got a situation to do pooja. What happened was I went to my home in Warangal. I already told you that in my house we have MARAKATHA LINGAM. These Pooja‟s should be done by male. On that day there are only four people in my house my mother, father, brother and myself. What happened is my father and brother got fever.
Then my mother asked me to do pooja because she was not supposed to do that. Then I said how I can do pooja today. I left all the Pooja‟s two years back I have forgotten everything, then how can I do it now. Now I am not in a feeling that HE is god to me. I am in a feeling that „I am god‟. So how can I do it? She said that, ok just feel that as a doll and clean it and decorate, that is my sentiment. I don‟t have any other way so; I had bath, wore fresh cloths and started cleaning it. Before coming to meditation I did Pooja‟s in divine feeling and I felt that the lord Narayana will come. But now I am in a feeling that I am the Narayana. And I came to know that I am god. So I don‟t have any such feelings. I started cleaning it and I asked my inner „why did I get a situation to pray god. Now I am at the highest stage of meditation but why did I get this situation. I am creating my own reality so why I created this situation.
The reply is „what do you think of yourself. You are doing the meditation means you will scold Pooja‟s. Once again if you hate the Pooja‟s then permanently you get a situation of doing Pooja‟s.‟ After completing the pooja, sthotram and japam states you came to this place. So after coming to this position how can you hate the initial stages? After those three stages only you became eligible for meditation. Since you hated initial stages I created a situation of doing pooja. Then I understood. Here what we were doing is being a graduate we were hating intermediate and 10th class, being a 7th class student we are hating 6th class people. That means you came from there to here but you hate those initial levels. So don‟t hate Pooja‟s. No need to do it but love it. Now I want to tell two lines from „UTTARA GEETA.‟ Sayings of lord sree Krishna. After the Mahabharata war the Arjuna asks sree Krishna to explain Bhagavat Geeta again that is called as uttara geeta. In this Krishna provides the highest knowledge. In some of HIS slokams (poems) he said that, doing Pooja‟s is an initial stage but it is not an ultimate. And finally he explained two more things, they are-
Naasti dhyanam samam theertham, Naasti dhyanam samam kxestram. Naasti dhyanam samam tapam, tasmat dhyanam samacchavet.
It means that, No place is more than meditation. No holy place is greater than meditation and No pooja is equal to meditation. So Arjuna do meditation immediately. Because it is ultimate. Who is saying these words? HE is the one to whom we were praying till now. That is Lord Sree Krishna. Whether we have to listen to His words or not. We do not believe what he said. Do what he said.
Again he said,
Pooja koti samam stotram, stotra koti samam japam Japa koti samam dhyanam, dhyanam koti samo layaha:
It means, reading of one stotram equals to the result of one crore Pooja‟s. One crore stotrams is equals to one japam
And one crore japam‟s are equals to one time meditation. And meditation for one crore times gets mukthi.
Sree Krishna ask us to do meditation. If you have any doubt read the uttara geeta ones. This is not only related to pyramid society you can get it from anywhere. Hello every one, who is saying these words lord Krishna, is saying. There are many ways to go tirupati. You can go by walk or bus or train or airways. A person who has money and all other facilities, definitely prefers aero plane. Here lord Krishna gives us many short cuts to get mukthi but we are not doing that.
How many lives it will take to do pooja for crores of times. Try to understand. He gave very short technique. So here what I want to say is, there is power in everything. Pooja, stotram, japam, dhyanam and gnanam are five levels. There is a power in every stage. Pooja‟s will give you results, stotrams will give you results and japam‟s will also give you the results. We can get the results in every level but here the energy is limited. Where in meditation and wisdom the power, and energies are unlimited.
I said that asthma was not cured for me when I was doing poojas. I said astrology to so many persons, they got the results but I didn‟t. From my home so many
people have taken the holy water of Marakatham lingam and they got results. But we didn‟t get any results. Why didn‟t we get any results? Because in my previous life only I studied up to degree and now I have to study PhD. This means in my previous lives only I completed Pooja‟s, japam‟s and meditation. So I will get the results only if I go through the path of meditation and wisdom. If I do Pooja‟s I didn‟t get any result because that is not my stage. So what I want to say is, totally sree Krishna said about five stages. They are Pooja, stotram, japam, dhyanam and gnanam(wisdom). Wisdom is final. So what will we do is after completing the Pooja‟s we will enter into stotrams. After first standard we left the first standard books and with that knowledge we will enter into second standard. After second class we left those books and enters into third standard with both second and first class knowledge. That means whenever you are going to high stages we were just leaving the old tools but not the knowledge. That means those who complete the Pooja, stotram and japam they only come into dhyanam and gnanam(wisdom). What I am saying is, those who are listening to my classes have already completed these stages. Those who are eligible for dhyanam and wisdom they can only hear my class. What I am saying is doing Pooja‟s is not wrong , that is divine. Theft is also not a wrong thing for me that is also divine. I am saying everything is divine. Just love everything; there is no need to do it. Don‟t do theft because it is a divine. Then the cops‟ will catch you. Try to understand what I am saying. You did all those lessons in previous lives. So feel those characters. And feel that I had taken all those characters in my previous life they are all my previous aspects, love those characters and add into yourself. Just love each and every character. So doing Pooja‟s is not a sin or mistake. But what‟s the problem is god is not helping us and we were not getting any results. So come into the path of meditation and wisdom. Just do what I say. If you do whatever I say then you will get results and your confidence levels increases. Then automatically you will release pooja‟s. You will only feel that there is no need to pray to god.‟ Praying god is not wrong but come into meditation because it is ultimate. Today or tomorrow you have to come here because it is final. That‟s why HE is not giving results to you. If you stop praying to god HE will not get angry on you. He will be very much happy because he feels that his sons and his daughters are becoming independent. He will feel happy and he will not kill you.
Before four years I stopped praying god but no god killed me. I even scolded him but he didn‟t do anything. That is the love of god. He loves us unconditionally. Now you need not scold him. Try to understand my words do pooja‟s initially after getting results and obviously your confidence will increases and you will stop doing pooja‟s. Whenever you feel it is enough then stop it. Don‟t stop listening to our words. Follow your inner. So praying god is not a wrong thing but ultimate state is you should stay without praying god. Everyone should enjoy their own life and everyone should become independent. That is final stage. Definitely everyone should reach that stage. I am not praying any god but now only I have real love, without expectations. If I go to any temple I will see the idols of god but
I never pray HIM. But I will eat Prasadam. And I will tell him „my dear god don‟t help me. I will stand on my own legs.‟ That‟s the stage god wants. He wants the children‟s like me. Everyone should reach that state.
So finally, again and again what I am saying is pray to god but slowly shift towards meditation because this is final. Even though if you are using medicine take that medicine with love. „My dear tablets I am taking you. I love you. I just want you to cure my diseases without using medicine so please help me, support me and take me to that stage.‟ So shift slowly. Grow step by step.
Finally I am saying, our lives are in our hands. Every one creates their own reality. That creation was happening in our inner. So go to your inner and become independent. That is only possible through breathing and following new energy concepts. Bring your whole life into your hands and enjoy each and every moment. The purpose why you came on to this earth is „to know that I am a god‟. If you waste your time in thinking of your wife and children then again „PUNARAPI MARANAM PUNARAPI JANANAM‟. So listen to my words and stand on your own feet. Give your first preference to this. Earning money and buying house, keep away all these things for some time. In your life you have to enjoy each and every thing. We need everything. But, before all these things you have to reach Nirguna state. Listen to my words first. Once you reach soul state then obviously everything will come to you.
You need not ask anyone. Money, fame and everything will come to you. You can enjoy your life. But first thing is you should reach Nirguna state that is important. So keep it as a target. Simply by sending energy you can make everything possible.
I am the New Energy master. Patriji released new energy book in 2005. From that day onwards I started reading it. Since 1999 the research on new energy has been going to U.S. The concept of this new energy is „the souls are coming from the place where will we go after the death and they are giving the messages through channeling.‟ This is a high level knowledge. Wonderful wisdom. You need not ask anyone for anything. You need not take any message from any master. Read that material and implement it. I didn‟t attend any classes. I read those books and implemented it, now I reached this position. You also read and implement what the material says and become independent. No need to go to anyone. Simply reading and implementing, that‟s it. You don‟t get anything only by reading books, implementation is important here.
Whenever I used to get problems I asked my inner „my dear problem why are you coming every time and struggling me? Then it says „again why are you speaking like this? Am I killing you? Am I struggling you? Why I am coming to you. I am coming here to help you but not to kill you. You got so many problems, whether I helped you or not. Every time I am coming to everyone to help them. But everyone is trying to kill me. So, you please tell this to everyone. I am not coming
to kill but I am coming to help them. Every time I come with lots of hope that At least this time they will ask my help. But every time they are trying to kill me. So you please spread this to everyone. I am ready to help them. Of course at beginning I struggled you a bit. I did this because I want them to clear out old energies that are within them. At that time you may feel some pain.
Problems don‟t come to kill us. Every problem takes us towards a new way. They show us new dimensions and higher knowledge. They just come to release the old energy. Whenever old energy goes out then the new energy comes in. In the old energy there is a war between good and bad, positive and negative. Where as in new energy there is love between them. So you will get that new energy if you do breathing and make friendship with problems.
You should become SHAUMBRAS. We new energy masters call ourselves as shaumbras. So my desire is everyone should become shaumbra. And you should also become independent. Whatever may be the problem you are getting just invite it and love that problem? You have to solve your problems on your own. I wish you to enjoy your life.
After doctors examination they said that my father‟s 2 kidneys failed, and he is also suffering from pneumonia and liver jaundice. They said he is in serious condition. At that moment I didn‟t give up and asked him to do mediation. I was having doubt about readings in my mind. Daily doctors checked his condition. One day when doctors came for checkup, doctor found that my father pulse reading was 120 normal reading is 72. He again checked and he found 120. Then he surprised and he said to my father don‟t get tensed this is normal checkup. Third time also the pulse rate was 120 and then doctor asked in confusion would your pulse rate always be at 120? And he left the room. My father said is that doctor mad, how will I know about my pulse rate?
Then I asked how are you feeling inside. He said I am doing mediation and I am peaceful. Then I asked do you want normal pulse rate or peacefulness. My father
said I want peacefulness I don‟t care about readings. Doctor got doubt and they conducted heart tests, e.c.g, echo and he found that reports were normal. This created more doubts in doctor mind. Finally on 13th day doctor said with surprise that he is 100% normal and kidneys are functioning normally, we will discharge in 2 days. Doctor said that his creatin reading is around 6 and it reached to normal that is 1.5 on 13th day. Every Day creatin levels decreased slowly and reached to normal. This is impossible in medical history, that to for 75 years man, doctors were surprised.
Then I asked my soul, how this extra ordinary result came. How this result came which is impossible as per doctors. What happened inside? The answer from inner was I increased pulse rate from 72 to 120 and total pressure was transferred to kidney portion, there was a block at that place, because of pressure it cleared that block and kidneys functioned normally. What message came from inside was that doctor‟s are concentrating only to get normal reading, with the normal reading it is not possible to clear the problem. And they don‟t know how to utilize soul energy. With cooperation between body, mind, intellect and soul this result was possible.
With doctors advice my father was consulting them as per their schedule. After 6 months my father got pneumonia problem. My brothers took him to doctors, doctor were surprised after seeing the report. He said how you came by walk, even I cannot walk if my readings are like this, 90% of your lungs are damaged and he prescribed medicines and said to consult after one month.
My brother took him to doctor after one month, After seeing reports again doctors were surprised, this time he said to my brother that yours fathers lungs are perfect and is 100% normal like your lungs and my lungs. Once I took him to the hospital for regular check up. His sugar report was showing 505 and he was feeling normal and he went to doctor‟s room by normal walk and he looked healthy. Doctors were surprised after seeing the report and questioned, are you normal? Are you peaceful and my father said yes?
After my findings and observations about readings I started telling these experiences in my workshops. What happened was meditators started telling their experiences. One meditator said that his sugar level was around 400 and doctor was surprised hearing that he came to visit him by walk (1 kilometer). How you came by walk with high sugar level? Then the meditator said that he is doing meditaion.
One meditator whose age was 75 years, found that there was free medical checkup camp at his place. He went to that camp and gave blood to know his sugar levels. Doctors told him to come on the next day. When he saw the report next day he was surprised because his sugar report was showing 590. He said that as per doctors a person would be in coma if his sugar level is 590, but he was normal. He got tension after seeing his sugar report.
I asked doctor who attended my mediation class, whether readings was normal at the time of delivery and she said, not the reading will be abnormal. And she said the body balances itself naturally after delivery.
Even yogis are saying that they will not follow readings and there readings are abnormal. One day when I was watching television one yogi said that his pulse rate is around 30, he said that reading would be around 30 only when you are in deep sleep, but here I am giving lecture, which is coming live in television.
So with my finding I say that don‟t follow normal readings as said by doctors, give yourself the body freedom, give yourself permission to heal by it. The body increases or decreases readings according to our energy levels, according to our spiritual knowledge. Are layman, meditator and Yogi will have same readings. The answer is no, something in the inner will be different for yogis. They can stay without food. Yogis are saying that we have soul, seven chakras, kundalini, energy body, 72,000 nadis etc. which doctors will not believe. I am blessed and I can solve all my problems on my own only after following the new energy concepts. Please follow yogis and don‟t follow doctors, because yogis are having higher knowledge.
If we do breathing we receive abundant new energy. This may increase or decrease reading and body will balance itself if you let it. Give yourself body permission even if you get giddiness, dullness, weakness, fever or any health problems. No need to consult doctors and no need to take medicines. If out of fear if you don‟t do breathing knowing that reading will increase or decrease you cannot solve your health problems on your own.
Even doctors cannot solve your problems because abundant energy is flowing in this planet earth at this moment. Energy levels of earth will continue to increase up to 2012. So after receiving that energy our total system will change inside. The body will update itself to higher energies and reading changes accordingly. This cannot be understood by doctors. I know that this information may create doubts; create confusion in your mind. You have to take that dare step; I am taking that step since 4 years. Even doctors cannot guarantee your health; they will take your signature before doing operations. They are not doing anything wrong. I do not hate doctors. According to their studies they are giving advice. But we are not getting results. If I got results and would be healthy then I would have not done meditaion or breathing. I would have followed doctor‟s advice.
My final conclusion is follow your inner, make your own standards, don‟t fix that standards be flexible, don‟t follow others, release doctors concepts, old concepts and follow new energy concepts, whatever body is doing feel that it is perfect, even if you are getting pains. When energy enters our body it opens blocks that is inside and we will get pain and feel weak etc… take rest for few days, follow my suggestions and do breathing; the body will balance itself naturally.
Why failures are there in your lives? Whether they are coming to kill you or whether it is coming to give knowledge? Who is your real guru? How many of you want to increase your knowledge? Actually where the knowledge is? In known things or unknown things? In unknown things only there is knowledge. In known thing there is no knowledge, because you have already got knowledge from that. You say failures are coming to kill, to create disturbance in your lives. But I will say that failures are coming to give knowledge, to create confidence in your life. Let me explain with an example: suppose if you want to learn how to prepare Rice, what happens immediately –ves thoughts will come from inside, fear, tension will come. Even though you got –ves you will start cooking in that tension and fear mode. Initially definitely you will get –ves that is you will pour more water for preparing rice and the output of rice will be like paste. You will present to your family members for eating, then after tasting they will get angry, they tell you don‟t know how to cook, you waste rice, money etc. Your husband may say that I am unlucky to marry you. Then you will be depressed, you will cry, you may say that I am not going to learn cooking. Etc. After some time after clearing emotions you will ask yourself why the rice became paste. Answer you found was, if you pour more water than required the output will be paste. After getting this answer you again try to learn preparing rice. This time what happens, with previous Experience you pour less water to prepare rice and the result is the rice will not be cooked properly. Again you will present it to your family members for eating, then after tasting they will get angry, they say you don‟t know how to cook, you waste rice and money. Your husband may say that I am unlucky to marry you. Then you will be depressed, you will cry, you may say that I am not going to learn cooking. After some time after clearing emotions you will ask yourself why the rice failed.
Answer you found was, if you pour less water than required rice will not cook properly. After that you get new idea that if you place average water, rice will be perfect. Again you start cooking, at this time output is perfect. Again you will present to your family members for eating, then after tasting they will be happy, they say you are perfect in cooking. Your husband may say that I am lucky to marry you. Then you will be happy; you will get bliss from inside. The persons who discouraged you at the time of failure, now encourages once you get success.
From the above said example we can conclude that after getting failures only we will get success. There is no other way. Why this –ves or failures has come in the above said example, whether -ves has come to give knowledge or to permanently disturb you from learning cooking. My answer is –ves has come to give knowledge. If you stop learning cooking after getting first failure, then only you cannot learn cooking. If you go on learning even though you get –ves, from every
–ve your knowledge will increase and you will be successful in whatever you learn. That means failures are stepping stones of success. That means –ves are not coming to kill, they are coming to increase knowledge and to take you to +ves. That means +ves and –ves both are friends, they work in harmony. There will not be any quails between them. There will only be friendship. That means your –ves and problems are your gurus, because you acquire knowledge only after getting – ves only.
So whatever you want to learn initially you will get fear and after learning, the fear will vanish. You will get confidence. So do whatever you fear.
If you look from the above said prospective your life will change, you will enjoy your life even in –ves, you will treat –ves as your gurus because it is coming to give knowledge. So with this knowledge you can say that your –ves or problems are your gurus. You go on questioning that –ve or guru, you will get knowledge from inner. Don‟t search for guru outside. Search inside. All answers are within you.
So we can conclude that if you want to increase knowledge, immediately –ves will come, and then only +ves will come. If you reject –ves, +ves will not be there in your life. –ves are coming to increase your confidence, you can say with every result I got new knowledge. You can say with confidence that I am god also. If out of fearing of getting –ves, if you don‟t learn new things, you will be bored, there is no new ness in your life and your soul will vacate the body because the soul has come to learn new things, to gain more knowledge. If you think that it is risky to learn new things, there is no guarantee to stay alive even if you don‟t learn new things. Once you go out of your home there is no guarantee that you will return. So take risks, life will give new experiences, you will get new knowledge and life will be challenging and you will enjoy your life. There are no problems only experiences or challenges.
You will go beyond –ve and +ve, right and wrong, good and bad, sin and virtue. You will say that everything is divine. Everything is an experience You will reach neutral state.
Trigunas-Saadhana
We usually think that whatever is in our fate comes to us. That is, if there is good, we think that good will come or if there is bad, then bad will come. But change this belief from now on. Now believe that, Trigunas Equally mixed pure energy-consciousness comes to me from fate and from others. Also decide that I will send Trigunas (good bad neutral) Equally mixed pure energy-consciousness to everyone. When we unite with this pure state only, we will have freewill. That means, inside and outside, feel that pure energy-consciousness is flowing from everything to everything.